Standing Up For Myself

Today I learned a very valuable lesson that will definitely help me out further in the future. If something does not feel right then say something. I am normally the type of person that just goes with the flow if something happens, I will tend to just allow it to happen. That is not the best way to go with life. Being walked over and allow people to control how I feel and what I do is not the way to live. For example over the weekend after the track meet my teammates and I went to Chickfila and one of my teammate cut in front of me. I did no think much of until my other teammate stood up for me and told me to go in front of him and order. At that moment I was obviously embarrassed because all my teammate were there staring at me and probably thinking I was weak and submissive. It was the worst feeling ever, walking to the register with all eyes following me. Now today I stood up for myself and spoke my mind. It made me feel so much better about myself and after I told my mom and she was also proud.This could also benefit me in the future when I demand for a raise or if someone is pushing me around and I need to stand my ground and stick up for myself. This also connects to my academics because it would motivate me to speak up in group discussions because my opinion matters and people should hear it.

Different Schools

This past weekend I visited two different schools located in Los Angeles. While visiting these school it made me think about Stan State and how they compared. The tracks were totally different, at Cal State LA the track was trash compared to our track but Long Beach college had a nicer track. All I could think about is what if? What if I tried harder in my academics during high school and what if I pushed my self harder in track during high school and over the summer. I could have been running at a big school like the schools that attended the track meet held at Long Beach College. Schools like Louisiana State University, San Diego State University, or even that big college in Hawaii. How would it change my life if I went to a bigger school? Before I thought I could have a better experience at a bigger school however now I think Stan State was the best choice for right now. Because the bigger colleges tuition compared to Stanislaus is so much more money which I doubt I could afford without taking out some loans. While I was talking to my friend while we had a free day between the track meets talked about Stan and our experiences and how we felt about the school. I did not really want to go to this school and I doubt i'm going to stay here all four years, but If I do it would be because it's semi-cheap tuition. But I don't feel like it fits my social needs, however it helps with furthering my education.

Work Work Work

There is so much going on it has been getting kind of hard to keep up with the blogs. With track and test back to back I have been so busy. Last week I had a econ test and had to study the whole week because the last time I took a test in econ I did not do so well. So all week I was studying and did not stop. The only time I was not studying was either when I was at practice, class or sleep. So I did not really pay attention to any other classes. Now this week I have a test in Business Law and I had to study for that. To be honest I need a little breather so I can organize everything and make sure that I do everything like my bogs and make comments on other people's blogs. It is crazy because I set reminders on my phone about it but I get to busy and forget that I have to do it until the next day. Also this week is kind of heck it because I have to leave in the middle of the week for a track meet in LA. I am lucky that I do not have any test that are this week after Wednesday. Because if I did I would have been even more stressed out. After this semester end I want to change things. High school and college are not the same. I thought I was going to be able to act and do the same things I did in highschool but I was wrong. I have to grow up and get my stuff together.

The School Year Is Ending!!

It is rolling down to the end of the school year and everything is coming all at me at once. There is so much to do for this year and to get ready for the next semester. Try to pass classes so you don't have to do it over the summer or again next semester. It is kind of getting stressful but I am pushing myself. This school year has taught me a lot about my mental stamina and how I should arrange my classes so I can make sure I have enough time to study and attend social gathering that could help me in the future. For example right now I have about 3 night classes that occur throughout the week. So during these times there are events such as career night where business show up and look for students to hire and or to help them out with interview and other things like that. Also there are mock interviews that occur in the evening sometimes and I can not attend because I am stuck in class. So for next year I am going to put most of my classes in the morning and only resort to night classes if I have to. I also can not have night classes because I am going to be moving off campus and walking back home at night will not be safe so morning classes are a must. I want to make sure all my next 3 years after this one is successful and it is all about planning and it has to start now.